Thursday, December 11, 2008
isnt it pathetic of me.
haven a stupid of helping zhi ming when he ignore my advice.
i am such pathetic ass...
why i just help him out..
why cant i be more clever.
babyboy is ignoring me.
i felt damn hurt.
obstacles in him and hurt to me. i am suffering alone.
other ppl cry. got shoulder to lean on. but me?
cry alone. suffer alone. cut myself and bleed alone.
am i idiotic or i can more. why am i being so troubled.
i am just an idiot for ppl to kick around, am i?
i just love you but i dun see the effort you made in our patch up.
i love you and yes i do.
i am crying for ur sake. my blood drips for you. and yes i love you.
i am really in love with you.....
